This is the day I will meet him for the last time. I must admit that until this time, there is still a slight chance that I might try to hold on once I get a sight of him; that I might beg for another chance. But if this would further prolong my agony or would make everything go back in its place, I don't know...
The pressure on my part is really that big, but I am trying to keep my cool. Since last night, I am praying harder; for me to be stiff towards my decisions, and just for once, make me insensitive with all the events that will occur later this day... To remind me that he is never the man I loved before, and he is just a boy that keeps on breaking both my heart and soul... To remind me that he is now a beast that does not care with what I feel and with all the sacrifices I had made just to save our relationship.
This would be the last time I will see him. If I will see him accidentally in the future, I don't know. But if that would happen, I also pray that I am already healed, and that he will just be reminded of that beautiful mistake I did in the past; a mistake that I could simply laugh off.
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